I'm ready to be over her now...
I'm fine during the day - really - I'm absolutely fine, but the second night time comes, I feel like I can't cope anymore...
It's not that I want to get back together with her, it's just that without her - I don't know... I feel so alone - like I have no one to tell my thoughts to...BUT I know if we were still together that she wouldn't be the person I'd want to speak to...
I think it also upsets me how unaffected she seems by all this.
Whether I still want to be with her or not, I'm still upset about what happened. Our relationship really meant something to me...she really meant (means???) something to me...
And I'm just starting to realise that maybe I didn't mean the same thing to her...
It's not that I want to get back together with her, it's just that without her - I don't know... I feel so alone - like I have no one to tell my thoughts to...BUT I know if we were still together that she wouldn't be the person I'd want to speak to...
I think it also upsets me how unaffected she seems by all this.
Whether I still want to be with her or not, I'm still upset about what happened. Our relationship really meant something to me...she really meant (means???) something to me...
And I'm just starting to realise that maybe I didn't mean the same thing to her...
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