Where has the old me gone?

It’s strange, because for some time now, whenever I looked at this page I felt as if a part of me was represented. Yes, this depiction of myself might be a teeny tiny representation of who I actually am, and my random babbling might be more who I think I am, than I actually am…But still…
Since returning home – which basically means slow, unstable internet access – I haven’t really shared many thoughts…
The strange thing is – is now looking at the page it’s almost as if two distinct parts of myself have formed: The blogger, who rants about random things that few people may actually care about… And the other me…
The me that spends hours watching E! Entertainment (wait…that many more hours than the previous me does…)
The me who has no secret private random thoughts…

Yes, I can step out of myself (both selves actually) and see how insanely ridiculous this sounds. I can see that it’s unreasonable to presume that just because I’m not posting my ideas on a arbitrary web page that I simply have none.
But I think it may just be true.

Yes. Without my trusty laptop and much needed spell check I am an empty vessel. OK. Semi-empty. I am, of course filled with the latest information about random celebrities are strangely familiar to me despite doing nothing but pose and party.

It’s sad…but it’s true.
But maybe my frankness will banish overly E! obsessed me, and call the ranter out to play…